Day One Hundred Twenty Two

Today's miles: 11
Total miles: 2487

Though it stormed loudly all night, it wasn't the rain that kept me awake. It was the train. The train that roared past the Dinsmore's house every few hours, shaking the walls of the garage with its blasting horn. I have no idea how the residents in this neighborhood sleep at night.

We were awake at 8, expecting rain, for the weather forecast predicted five full days of it, but it was surprisingly nonexistent. In fact, it was only moderately cloudy and we could already see the sun peeking out from behind the clouds. It seemed too good to be true, and we knew that the smart thing to do would be to get on trail and hike as many miles as possible before the rain began again.
Instead, we went out to brunch.
We had fallen in love with the tiny cafe across the street, and couldn't wait to go back and sample their platter full of circus-animal-shaped waffles. But even afterward, with bellies full, it was difficult to make the decision to leave. So far we had only been in town for a collective 13 hours - 10 of those spent sleeping.

And so we dawdled in the Dinsmore's hiker hut, watching movies and organizing our food for the next stretch. It was only 100 miles to Stehekin (our last trail town), which we estimated would take us about five days. I had packed seven days of food into my resupply box, and so I weeded out some of the extra weight and donated it to the hiker box for others to purge.

By 11:00 we were reluctantly ready to get back on trail. Rotisserie and Sansei opted to take a zero day in town at the last minute, so we gave them hugs goodbye, hoping we'd meet up again in Stehekin. Wocka, Giddyup, Sunshine, Alphabet Soup, and Kudu all got a ride back to Stevens Pass with a friend of the Dinsmore's, and Katie, Treekiller, Vince and I stood outside the cafe on the main street, trying to hitch out of town. No one slowed to pick us up, even though we were holding up very friendly "PCT hiker to trail!" signs and I was doing all kinds of funky dance moves to make someone laugh enough to pull over.

Finally, at 12:30, the Dinsmore's friend Jerry returned with an empty car and very graciously shuttled us the 25 miles back to the trail. We bid him goodbye and thank you and crossed our fingers for good weather.

Honey Bunny, Treekiller and Vince hitching

The rain held. It was definitely colder on trail these days, so we bundled up and trundled up the hills, keeping a wary eye on the darkening clouds above us. Our goal was to get in as many miles as possible, but the terrain was unforgiving, and even after just a few miles I was already wanting to set up camp for the night. Shortly after starting our hike, we bumped into Kudu and Alphabet Soup, who had fallen behind the others and joined up with Katie, Vince, Treekiller and me.

After five miles, we started to pass a large number of trail runners and dayhikers with children. This startled me, for we hadn't seen anyone for a few hours and it felt like we were too deep in the backcountry for casual strolls, but apparently there was another trailhead hidden out here somewhere. I quickly discerned the reason for all the hikers: we had emerged onto a beautiful stretch of trail. We passed by the stunning Lake Valhalla, which was rimmed with white rocks and had a megalith of granite rising up from it on one side, giving it an epic appearance.

I wished we could camp here. That's one thing I regret about being a thru-hiker: sometimes you find the perfect, most beautiful campsite at the absolute wrong time of the day. I tell myself that someday I'll come back to all my favorite "missed opportunities" on the PCT and enjoy them one by one over long weekends, taking time to fully explore the landscapes.

These are the kinds of things I think about while hiking: all the hiking trips I'm going to take when I'm done hiking. Totally normal.

It wasn't too difficult to catch up to the dayhikers; the tricky part was passing them. Often they didn't notice a lone thru-hiker behind them unless I carefully cleared my throat or tapped my trekking poles on the rocks in warning. I had learned to be careful about how I announced myself: dayhikers were often so engrossed in talk and so oblivious to their surroundings that they were never expecting a sudden visitor to overtake them. Once, I said "hello, there" to a pair of women on trail and they both whirled around, literally screaming in surprise.
One of them said, "you scared the crap out of me! I thought you were a cougar!"
I joked in response, "not yet!" but inwardly I was wondering how many PCT-hiking cougars they had met on trail that said "hello!"
When I cleared my throat behind a large, meandering family group, they turned and said, "so sorry! We'll get out of your way; I'm sure you're much faster than us!"
I smiled in response and said, "thanks! Enjoy!" but as I started to walk away, the father called after me, "Wait, are you... are you thru-hiking the PCT?"
I stopped and turned, agreeing, "I am! This is my last stretch. Only 175 miles left!"
"Wow!" he said, "that's so awesome! Congratulations!"
"Thanks!" I said, "you guys are hiking a piece of it, too, huh?"
"Only back to the car!" the grandfather guffawed. "But maybe someday!"
"You can do it!" I encouraged, giving the small son a wink before hiking off again.
As I walked away, I heard the father say to his son,
"Do you see that girl up there, Billy?"
"Uh-huh," came the reply from the eight year old.
"She started a hiking trip in Mexico a long time ago. And over months and months she has walked every single day through the desert and the mountains and all of Oregon and now Washington so she can one day reach Canada. What do you think of that?"
"Whooooooooooooooa!" the boy replied, obviously impressed.
I smiled to myself as I disappeared around the bend.

You can see Treekiller in the bottom left of the photo hiking the ridge

I hiked by myself for a while, carefully choosing my footing over slick rocks and a trail dampened by rain. I pulled out my phone at one moment to check my coordinates to the next water source, when suddenly my foot slipped on a rock and I landed heavily on my butt on the ground. I was slightly frustrated with my own blunder, but even more so when I heard a voice call, "are you okay?"
"Fine, fine!" I said, embarrassed and thinking I had been caught in a moment of clumsiness by a dayhiker. But it only was Kudu and Alphabet Soup, having caught up with me.
"Let me help you," Kudu offered, grabbing my pack and hauling it off my back so I could stand up. "Wow, this is light!" he said.
"Light?" I laughed. It was a running joke that I had one of the heavier packs in the group. Sansei was constantly giving me hell for carrying too much food and water at all times, but I was paranoid like that. I always wanted to be prepared.
"Compared to mine, that is," Kudu said. He was easily 6'4", and gauging by the size of his pack, it must have weighed a ton.
We continued hiking together, keeping up a cheerful commentary until we reached Janus Lake, the supposed spot for our campsite for the night. Katie was already there, reading a note that had been left on the trail. It read:
"To Treekiller, Vince, Honey Bunny, and Brambles: we met a lady here who used to be a park ranger for twenty years in this area and recently retired. We had a nice talk around the lake. I guess she's waiting for her two basset hounds to return since they ran off a little earlier so we're going to keep an eye out for them. Anyway, we got here at 4:00 and decided to keep hiking another few miles to the next campsite. See you there!"
I laughed. It was so typical of Sunshine to write an entire note about the stranger that he had become intimate friends with in the five minutes they had stopped to get water.
"Look, he wrote this at 4:00," Katie pointed out, "it's only 4:15. I bet we catch them."

We left the note on the trail for Treekiller and Vince, and continued on. The next two miles were hellishly uphill, in a series of ever-steeper switchbacks that finally dumped us right on the heels of Wocka, Giddyup and Sunshine. We stood catching our breaths for a few minutes and trying to decide what to do. It was only 5:00 but we were tired and wanted to camp. Wocka and Giddyup decided they wanted to push another five miles to beat the storm, but Katie, Sunshine, Vince, Treekiller, Kudu, Alphabet Soup and I found a flat space near the trail to set up camp. We took some time trying to find the perfect spots to pitch our tents. If it rained during the night, no one wanted to be caught in a depression with a puddle, so we looked for the highest ground.

As it grew darker, the air grew frigid, and we were soon bundled up in our warmest layers and jackets and boiling hot water for dinner. As we ate, we heard the distinctive tinkling of bells, and a moment later were joined by two fat basset hounds.
"We're not supposed to play with them!" Katie warned, "I met that park ranger lady and she said to shoo them back down the trail to her..."
But it was too late. Upon seeing the dogs, both Vince and Sunshine shrieked, "AWWWWWWW!" and fell to their knees to pet and play with the dogs.
"Oh, boy," Katie said.
Playing with the dogs lasted five minutes, and then the boys were bored and told them to go back to their owner.
"I wonder how long they've been out here hiking?" Alphabet Soup said, "they're still two miles away from where we saw that park ranger."
"And how are they hiking?" Vince added. "They're so fat."

We did our very best to tell the hounds to "go home!" but try as we may, they didn't want to go back to the trail. They simply flopped down on the ground next to us and lay still, panting heavily. Sunshine eventually decided he would lead them down the trail a ways until they could make it on their own. So he took off while the rest of us finished dinner.

An hour later, Sunshine still hadn't returned.

It was getting dark and we were starting to get worried. Katie said she would go after him, but she only got down one switchback when she realized she'd need her headlamp to make the trip. When she came back, she asked for someone to go with her, and Vince and I jumped up to help.
We hurried down the trail, yelling, "Ca-caw! Ca-caw!"
And suddenly we heard Sunshine's call back: "Ooooo-woooop!"
"Oh, thank goodness," I said, relieved. I squinted into the darkness to see his figure running up the trail, and Katie must have been doing the same, because I heard her say, "Sunshine, is that you - Sunshine? Sunshine! WHY ARE YOU NAKED?!"
Sunshine rounded the bend at a full sprint, wearing only his running shorts, the rest of his warm clothes bundled up under his arm.
"Oh, hey guys!" he said. "Yeah... long story. The dogs wouldn't walk the whole way on their own, so I had to walk them all the way back down the mountain to the lake. And when I got there, the park ranger had gone home already, but she left the leashes with a group of Boy Scouts. So I give the dogs to the Boy Scouts and one of them is like, 'aww, here cute doggy, do you want some sausages?' and he proceeds to pull out these nice, gourmet sausages to feed this dog! And I'm like, 'guys... guys. I just ran two miles back here to bring these dogs, and I haven't had dinner yet... can I have those sausages??' So they gave me some food and then I realized it was getting dark and I didn't have my headlamp, so I sprinted back up here."
By then we were back in camp, and everyone was listening with rapt interest, bundled up in our warmest coats and hats and breathing white steam into the cold air, staring at Sunshine, who was still mostly in the buff. For a second there was silence, and then Katie spluttered, "Yes, but... but... why are you naked??"
"Oh, that," he said. "Yeah, I ran up here so I got really hot. I kept stripping off layers. Ooo pasta!" He shoveled down the rest of his dinner while the rest of us laughed.

It was cold enough that no one wanted to stay up late, so after cleaning our pots and passing around some sweets, we crawled into our tents and wrapped ourselves up in our sleeping bags. As I fell asleep I had one last ridiculous thought, maybe the weather forecast was wrong and it won't rain...

Day One Hundred Twenty One

Today's miles: 19
Total miles: 2476

We left Deception Lake early this morning, taking time to stop by the small, wooden pit toilet before leaving. I love the campsites along the PCT in Washington. In general, they are spacious, gorgeous, and have nice, clean rustic boxes with hinged lids that act as pit toilets near the campsites to cut down on waste. There's hardly anything better than a privy with a beautiful view of the countryside.

The hike this morning was stunningly beautiful; one of my favorite days on trail, overall. Upon leaving the lake we hiked over a ridge and then down into a bowl of mountains, with the stunning, jagged peaks soaring all around us. There were crystal blue lakes everywhere, green meadows, and Mt. Baker rising up in the distance. I was thankful for the lovely weather that allowed me to stare in wonder at the Northern Cascades as I hiked. It was like wandering through a postcard.

We descended down, down, down into the bowl until we reached the valley floor, and stopped briefly for water. I checked my maps and the upcoming elevation profile for today, and stopped short in amazement.
"Holy crap!" I cried, my hand flying to my mouth.
"What's up?" Vince asked.
"Check out the elevation we're about to hit."
I showed them the profile, which had been steeply climbing and falling for the past few days, as was usual for Washington. But within the next few miles, the topography suddenly jumped up 900 ft in 3/4 of a mile, making the line on the graph look practically vertical.
"Holy elevation change!" Sunshine cried.
We had a few miles to come to terms with our imminent climb, and all along the way we referred to it as, "The Staircase of Doooooooooom!"

When we finally reached the climb, it was indeed very steep, but it was peppered with switchbacks so that it wasn't as terrible as it might have been. Still, there were times I was climbing up the mountain face when I looked up and saw Treekiller's ankles at the same height as my eyes. We took it slowly, carefully, pausing every so often to admire the steadily rising view of mountains around us. And though it was a rough climb, it was very short, so within a mile we had reached the apex.

There was a nice lookout at the top, with a small, windy space that seemed perfect for second breakfast. To my surprise, however, the rest of the group wasn't there. I paused beside Treekiller, Sunshine and Vince, wondering aloud, "where are they?"
"I think they left already," said Treekiller, motioning down the hill where we could faintly see Katie disappearing around the bend. "Wocka and Giddyup were ahead of her."
"What, do they not get hungry?" I said grumpily. "We've gone eight miles already! What happened to second breakfast?"
Rotisserie and Sansei were somewhere behind us, so we decided to take a break and wait up for them. I plopped below a rock to block the wind and pulled on my wool sweater. It was definitely getting colder these days, and harder to stay warm when we took breaks.

Since we would be arriving in town at the end of today, I was enjoying one of my favorite perks of the last day before resupply: eating everything in my food bag. I loved not having to ration food, and enjoyed whittling down the weight in my backpack with shameless abandon.
"Fuck it, I'm having two packets of oatmeal this morning!" I crowed. "YOLO!"
The boys laughed and ate the contents of their food bags with similar gusto. Treekiller and Vince finished first and took off down the ridgeline, while Sunshine and I sat lazily for a while until Rotisserie and Sansei caught up, and then we all continued together.

Sunshine and I trucked away at the front of the line, pausing to admire the increasingly lovely views along the way. We were both bubbling with excitement at our good luck with the weather. Whatever happens in the future, I remember thinking, I'm glad I got to see this.

A group of trail runners coming up the mountain passed us on our way down, and we skirted to the side to get out of their way. But the very last runner in line stopped beside us, keenly curious.
"You're PCT hikers?" he wondered.
"Yes," we agreed, expecting the usual dayhiker questions. But the runner wasn't interested in asking us how we got food or how long we had been hiking. Instead, his questions were intellectually intriguing: had the weather dampened or strengthened our resolve for the finish? Were we excited or dreading the ultimate conclusion of our trip? Did we think a long distance hike could be completed by anyone with the courage to do so?
It was a remarkable conversation, and Sunshine and I both enjoyed the short encounter. We felt less like celebrities putting up with an awkward group of fans, and more like intellectuals at a panel discussion. We found we loved to talk about our trip when asked the deeper questions, for the PCT was about so much more than food. (Even though you wouldn't think it to watch us eat.) The PCT is about the journey in all of us, and who among us is daring enough to respond to the call.

We trekked through the afternoon, past a series of lakes, trying to catch up with Treekiller, Katie, Vince, Wocka and Giddyup. But no matter how fast we hiked, they were always one step ahead.
Surely they'll stop for lunch around this bend? Or this one?
But each beautiful lake we reached, each campsite we stumbled upon was empty of hikers.
"I hate town days!" Sunshine griped as we trouped to the next lake to see if we could catch our friends. "Everyone thinks it's so important to get there as fast as possible, and no one wants to take breaks!"
I agreed that it made me grumpy, too. If we only had eight miles to get to civilization, I could understand the excitement that drove a person to kick it into high gear and get to town as fast as possible. But we had nineteen miles to hike today to reach Stevens Pass. That was a full day of hiking, and it was impossible that we could do it with no breaks.
"I'm with you," I agreed, "let's just stop to eat at the next good spot, regardless if they're there or not."
The next spot turned out to be Mig Lake, which was, unsurprisingly, deserted. But it was a great spot for lunch, and Sunshine, Rotisserie, Sansei and I took our time and lay in the sun eating the last of our food. We were shortly joined by TwoBadDogs, who had been tailing us all morning.
"See? Isn't this so much better than hiking?" Sunshine asked.
"This might be our last good day without rain, who knows?" I agreed. "We have to enjoy it while it lasts."

After lunch we had eight miles and two large climbs to tackle, one after the other. They were large and rounded on the elevation profile, which led us to calling them the "boobs," and they were no picnic. The left boob was our first challenge, and it was as steep as this morning's Staircase of Doom, but even longer in duration. I was tired and growing slower on the climb, trailing after Sansei, who was animatedly chatting the whole way up.
"I've been impressed by the PCT volunteer work in Washington!" he pointed out as we walked, "have you noticed all the beautiful walkways through the marshes and the nicely cleared trails? This has been the prettiest stretch of PCT yet!"

It was true that the maintenance crews had put a lot of work into this stretch, and it was appreciated. We were reminded of our days trying to bushwhack through poisonous Poodle Dog Bush in the desert, and overgrown grasses in Oregon, and it was nice to have such a well-beaten track to follow here. It must be amazing - the amount of man hours needed to maintain a trail as long as the PCT.

By the time we reached the right boob we were all slowing down. We scrambled through a rocky area, with a hillside covered in boulders. I generally enjoyed hiking past these boulders, because they harbored some of the cutest animals on the PCT: rock pikas. They looked like a cross between a guinea pig and a small rabbit, and they announced their presence with the cutest noises, little meeps! that sounded like someone squeezing a squeaky toy.
Sansei's favorite game was to talk back to the pikas. He wandered through the boulders ahead of me, playing call-and-repeat to the rocks.
"Meep?" said a shy pika, and he yelled back, "MEEP!"
"Meep?"
"MEEP! MEEP!"
We soon came upon Stevens Pass ski area, and discovered that the trail ran right up one of the blue runs. It was discouraging to hike up the hill when I knew how fun it was to ski down it, but there was hardly any other choice. We passed beneath ski lifts and finally reached the top of the climb, where we fell into a heap and gulped down bottles of gatorade and water. We gazed down at the opposite side of the hill, where we could see the highway far below, two and a half miles away.

While we rested, a small pika scurried from under a rock and poised himself at the top of another. He ruffled up his fur as if in preparation, and then began calling loudly into the valley:
"Meep. Meep. Meep meep. Meep meep meepmeepmeepmeepmeepmeep!"
We watched in fascination as this performance went on in a string of uninterrupted syllables for several minutes, and then slowly began to taper off again:
"Meepmeepmeepmeep meep meep. Meep. Meep.... Meep.... Meep."
There was a moment of complete silence, and then, as if to conclude his aria, the pika uttered one final, definitive, "Meep!"
We all broke into laughter at that, and the pika, suddenly startled by his audience, scurried back under his rock.

Sunshine, Rotisserie, Sansei and I hiked the final miles down to the highway where the Stevens Ski Resort lodge was located. This was apparently a difficult place to hitch a ride into town, as it was a highway and there were several signs along the way that read "do not pick up hitchhikers." It was 5:00pm already and everyone but Treekiller had gotten a ride to the local trail angel's house in Baring, WA (the Dinsmore's). Treekiller had stayed to wait for us, and now we stood awkwardly on the highway, hoping a local would pick us up and take us the 25 miles to Baring.

We hadn't stood there long when a worker from the ski resort motioned for us to hop in his truck. Delighted for the quick hitch, we jumped in and he took us to the Dinsmore's Hiker Haven, where Wocka, Giddyup, Katie, and Vince were already waiting, along with our friends Alphabet Soup and Kudu! The Dinsmore's was an amazing mecca of trail magic - they had been hosting hikers for twenty years and, like the Saufley's in Agua Dulce, had the process down to a science. They had built an addition to their garage which had been turned into a hiker hut, complete with bunk beds, hiker boxes, loaner clothing, laundry bags, couches, movies, and a wash basin and clothesline outside for gear. There were signs all over the hut that said things like the rules of the establishment ("your stay is limited to two nights. It rains MOST of September and October!"), the weather report for northern Washington (snow above 5,000 feet for the next week!), and advice for the last 175 miles of our journey ("line your backpacks with trash bags! Did you remember a pair of micro-spikes for your shoes? Plan for winter weather ahead!") It was strange thinking of hiking in snow when we had just come to terms with potentially hiking in rain for the next ten days.

The hiker bunk was already full of hikers, so Sunshine, Vince, Treekiller, Rotisserie, Sansei and I laid out our ground tarps on the floor of the attached garage and figured we'd bunk there for the night. We took showers and gave our clothes to Mrs. Dinsmore to wash and walked across the street to the small cafe for dinner.

The cafe had a very friendly staff and wonderful food, and it was delightful being in town and relaxing again, even if we knew our stay would be short. Everyone was murmuring about the weather; no matter which report we pulled up, they all seemed to disagree on the intensity and length of the storm, but one thing was certain: rain or snow was in our future, starting tonight, and it was going to make our journey infinitely more complicated.

I called my mom before returning to the Dinsmore's. She and my sister were planning a trip to meet me at the Canadian border and would be flying out to Oregon in a week. Our group was still planning to finish the trail tentatively by October 1, allowing for a day off in our last trail town, Stehekin, before pushing the final 80 miles to the border. Mom was excited to visit me for this momental moment, and talking to her on the phone seemed to make the finale even more real for me.
In just two weeks I will be at the Canadian border! It hardly seemed possible. Had it only been five months since I left the monument in Mexico? And then again, hadn't it been forever since that moment? So much had happened in such a swift, stolen summer.

When we got back to the Dinsmores, more hikers had arrived for the night, totaling about twenty people. We stayed up late talking excitedly in the garage and making plans for the future. Tomorrow, our final push for the monument would begin. And tonight, the rain began. Beating on the tin roof of the garage as though it would never stop.

Day One Hundred Twenty

Today's miles: 20
Total miles: 2457

I woke up to a wonderful sound: the absence of rain. At first I was excited to have a dry tent, until I realized that a very cold night and camping next to the river had caused a large amount of condensation to build up on the inside of my rain fly. But comparatively to a downpour, it was preferable.
We all crawled from our tents in the cold morning, touching the sheen of frost that had built up outside.
"Thirty seven degrees," read Treekiller from his thermometer.
Even with our tents crowded together like they were, we were freezing and jumping up and down to stay warm.
"I have an idea," suggested Sunshine. "Let's just get one big nine-person tent!"
We laughed as we pictured the nightly cuddle-puddles that would occur in such a tent.
"If you carry the tent, I'll carry the alcohol!" said Treekiller.

We had to move quickly to get our bodies warmed up. I left my wool sweater on over my hiking shirt and thumped my feet on the trail as I walked, trying to regain feeling in my toes. My hands were tucked in their gloves, but they were still numb from trying to shove my cold, damp tent into its bag.
We walked through a beautiful forest for a few miles before coming to a six mile climb. The exertion helped warm me up, but once again I was faced with the roughness of Washington's terrain and its battering effect on my body.

I passed TwoBadDogs early in the day, and Art summed it up well: "California, Oregon and Washington each have a motto, I think," he said. "This one is Everything's Harder in Washington."
It was true. Between the changeable weather, the extremities of temperature, the strenuous terrain and the fact that our bodies already had 2,400 miles logged on them, Washington was proving even more difficult than the passes in the high Sierras. And yet, we had only done 16 miles a day in the Sierras, and here we were pulling 20s daily. We were so close to our goal that slowing down was a difficult thing to do - and also a thing we couldn't do. We were forced to keep our paces high in order to beat the weather. October was looming closer and with it, the threat of winter. We had already learned that the weather in Washington was unpredictable, and we needed every sunny day we could get to make it safely to the border.

By the time we had gone eight miles and reached the top of our climb, I was nearing my angry-hungry-grumpy stage. When I came around the corner and saw Katie, Wocka and Giddyup sitting on a plateau of granite eating second breakfast, it wasn't a moment too soon.

We were soon joined by Sunshine, Treekiller, Vince, Sansei and Rotisserie, and we all utilized the flat expanse of rock to dry our tents in the sun while we ate. The day was finally warming up, though it paused at the perfect temperature: not too hot, not too cold, with a gentle breeze and blue skies; a perfect day for hiking. For the first time, it truly felt like autumn.
"It feels wonderful outside today," Wocka sighed, and we all sighed happily with her.
Sunshine stretched himself out on the rock, looking up at the sky. "I think, in some ways, this is what I expected of the PCT," he mused aloud. "I hoped every day would be sixty degrees and sunny, an endless summer. But we've had so few of those, haven't we?"

It was true. We were no strangers to foul weather of all kinds this journey. But then again, it was the hot days, the cold days, the wet days, the dry days and the humid days that made us even more thankful for perfect days like today.

Throughout the afternoon we ambled along the trail, soaking in beautiful views of mountains, of valleys, of rivers and forests. We huffed up another six mile climb, but paused along the way to gaze over the mountain moraines, the granite peaks, the colorful rocks and trees.

At the top we found another rock face that seemed made for a lunch break, so that's what we did. When TwoBadDogs caught us at the top, they laughed to see nine of us tucked into the rocks eating snacks.
"You look like sunning marmots!" Art joked.
We felt like it, too, soaking in the sunshine and silently wishing it wouldn't disappear.

Clockwise from bottom center: Sunshine, Vince, Rotisserie, Sansei, Treekiller, Katie, Giddyup, Wocka

TwoBadDogs: Art and Lynn

Treekiller and Sansei

We left the lunch spot before TwoBadDogs, and they called after us, "if you get to camp first, leave the lights on for us!"
The trail wound downhill, passing by the stunning Cathedral Rock and several smaller river crossings. We kept seeing signs for horse packers that read "PCT horse ford alternate route; no bridge over creek." We knew that meant it could be a potentially dangerous ford, but our maps read that it was late enough in the season that the water level should be low enough for a safe crossing.

When we reached the creek, however, it was much larger than expected, likely from all the recent rainfall. It came down straight from the mountainside, carving a rocky gully all the way down into the valley. There were several sections to get across, and though it looked like we could jump from rock to rock to safety, the rocks were very slippery and unstable over the rushing water.

I hovered behind Rotisserie, watching as Sansei worked his usual magic with the creek: he added logs, rocks and other debris to create a crossing, and then stood at the other side with his hand held out. He helped Rotisserie across and then gestured for me to follow. I hesitated, looking down at the fast-flowing water, but Sansei called,
"Don't look down. Just take my hand; you'll be okay."
I reached across and he pulled me to safety on the other side.
There were still two more sections to cross; the first took some careful hand and foot placement, and the second I had to crawl down a waterfall in order to crawl back up to the trail, a steep and slick slope. It took some time and precision, but we all made it safely to the PCT on the opposite bank.

Cathedral Rock

(If you look at the center of the photo you can see four of us crossing the ford)

From there we only had six miles left to our camp destination of Deception Lake, and it was still relatively early in the afternoon. As I walked, I ran into Vince, who had been hiking ahead of me. He was stopped and sitting on the trail at a particularly scenic spot, overlooking the mountains. But he barely even noticed my approach because he was reading.
Dumbfounded, I asked, "what are you doing?"
He held up his book, which was the classic The Giver. "I've never read it."
"You're reading it now, though?" It was so un-hiker-like to stop in the middle of the day to do anything but eat a quick snack and keep hiking.
"Sure, why not?" he shrugged. "The light is good, the weather is great, and I'm in no rush."

I realized then that Vince had a magical quality that no one else in our group had: he had no Purpose. That is to say, unlike the rest of us, he had no driving desire to get to the Canadian border. He was a section hiker, which meant he had taken a month off to walk through Washington, and if he made it the whole way, great, and if he didn't, so what? It was still a month spent in the wilderness, one way or another, and the ending of the journey meant just the same as the middle and the beginning. He hadn't spent the last five months with his sights trained on the finish line, and therefore had no deep desire to walk all day to get there.

In some ways, I pitied him for missing out on the communal strength and motivation that drives a group of thru-hikers to walk 2,650 miles, but on the other hand, I envied him. I remembered what it was like to walk for the sake of walking, to have no agenda, to soak in every beautiful moment and landscape. It had been so long since I had hiked like that, I didn't know how to do it anymore. Reading in the middle of the day? Preposterous. But here was Vince, doing just that, not a care in the world. It was remarkable, in more ways than one.
"Enjoy," I smiled at him, and I kept walking, leaving him to his book. A small part of me wished I could pause and read a few chapters, myself, but I had a Purpose, a goal to reach, and it kept driving me forward.

The trail meandered along ridgelines, forests and over a few more smaller creeks before disappearing into the woods again and dropping us beside a stunningly gorgeous lake with an island in the center for camping. We hopped across the logs to reach the sandy space and set up our tents in a lopsided circle with all our doors facing toward the center so we could talk to each other.

It was only 6:00, so once our homes were built for the night we sat around the empty fire ring and made dinner, laughing and talking together, telling our usual poop and penis jokes and using our latest favorite catch phrase, YOLO! which was apparently a term the cool kids these days use to mean, you only live once!
Though we had more cause than anyone to use the phrase appropriately, we had more fun using it in jest.
"Guys, I'm going to leave the rainfly off my tent tonight. Because you know what? YOLO!"
"I think I'll eat ramen for lunch tomorrow and have my tuna and pasta tonight. If that's not YOLOing, I don't know what is!"
"Third poop of the day! YOLO!"

TwoBadDogs joined us for dinner, though they had set up camp on the mainland, hoping to avoid condensation on their tent.
As we ate, Sunshine said, "you know what we should do? We should spend the next week getting to camp early like this and asking questions to get to know each other better!"
We laughed at this, because as nice as it sounded, we had spent the last five months getting to know each other better.
"By this point, I know every one of your poop habits, duration, and how many times per day you're going," Katie joked.
Besides poop habits, it was true we knew each other better than most people know their best friends at home. When you're surrounded by a close group of people in a harsh, unforgiving environment that demands the very most of you, it's difficult not to find camaraderie and lifelong friendships from the depths of your challenge. We band together, linked by this one huge endeavor, and share triumphs and defeats greater than anything we have experienced back home. We are all greater people because of who we share these moments with.

"I'm glad I'm walking to the monument with all of you," said Sunshine, "I couldn't have asked for a better group of people." And we agreed.

Day One Hundred Nineteen

Today's miles: 20
Total miles: 2437

It rained all night. A heavy, dark, bone-chilling rain. And the winds howled at the tent, as though the damp wasn't enough. I didn't sleep.

I could hear the rest of the hikers in our camp packing up at 7 in the rain. Toots, Tears, TwoBadDogs, and others. I pressed my nose to the door fabric and tried to peek out, but the tent was doing a good job of keeping everything out, including views of the world. All I could see was a small patch of wet earth peeking under my rain fly.
As I was wondering who else in my group was awake, I heard Sunshine call, "So... on a scale of one to ten, what's the motivation level right now?"
Laughter came from the other tents. They were all still in their sleeping bags, too, avoiding the rain.
"Zero," I replied.
That was answer enough to sleep in for another hour. But when we starting moving again at 8, the rain hadn't stopped. I sighed and looked around the cozy, dry interior of my tent, knowing it was probably the last time I would sleep puddle-free for a while. And then, reluctantly, I struggled out of it.
We all packed up our gear in the rain. Although it was difficult to call it rain, I realized, because the temperature outside was so cold that it was closer to sleet.
"Thirty eight degrees," said Treekiller, checking his thermometer with a frown.

Around him stood Rotisserie, Sansei, Katie, Sunshine, Vince, and Lighthouse, making their way out of their tents and into the world. We all shivered as we packed, trying desperately to do everything quickly. I kept my pack covered beneath its rain tarp, trying to keep it dry for as long as possible. When Soon there was just one dreaded task left: the tent. There was nothing worse than shoving a cold, wet tent into a tiny stuff sack, especially without gloves. The rain hung onto the tent fabric, no matter how hard I tried to shake it out, and putting it into its bag was like plunging my hand into a bucket of ice water, over and over again until my fingers were numb and blue. Eventually what I had left was a soggy, limp tube of tent: a used condom, Sneaks liked to call it. I strapped it to the bottom of my pack, trying to protect it from the elements, though it seemed a futile task.

The only thing that made the morning worthwhile was that everyone was still in high spirits. We were all laughing and telling jokes, even though the weather was proving abysmal. We wiggled into our rain pants and jackets, rigged up our umbrellas to our pack straps, and set out in a line down the trail, sloshing through the river that it had become.

Though the day was soggy, it was slightly less gray and foggy than yesterday, so I could see a fair number of views around me. We were walking through meadows, and green forests, and beautiful hillsides. Once or twice I thought I caught a glimpse of a mountain range in the distance, and I could hear the roar of a waterfall plunging down it.

After five miles of walking we caught up to Wocka and Giddyup, who hadn't been too far ahead of us. We stopped for a snack break on a bridge and tentatively shook out our umbrellas. It seemed as though the rain was letting up a little bit, at least. Over the next few hours it misted, but was never so terrible that we felt our resolve slipping, and so we told jokes all afternoon and enjoyed each other's company. Today may have been much worse if it weren't for good friends.

We stopped for a lunch break on trail, propping up our umbrellas so they protected us from rogue raindrops and taking the time to cook warm meals. I had gotten into the habit of cooking my dinners at lunchtime, since I had more time in the afternoon and it was nice to have a hot meal in the middle of the day. We often got into camp so late that I didn't have the energy to cook dinner, so it was easier to eat my lunches before bed.

Left to right: Vince, Sunshine, Katie, Wocka, Giddyup, Lighthouse

The next six miles after lunch were an uphill battle, but the exertion kept us warm. And lo and behold, by the time 2:00 rolled around, there were tiny patches of blue in the sky, white clouds, and even a hint of sunlight. We did our best to ignore it, for fear that calling attention to it would make the rain return. But we were blessed with more and more sunlight, and by the time we had conquered half the climb, the sun was starting to beat down again. What a heavenly feeling it was!

I caught up to TwoBadDogs on one of the switchbacks. They had stopped in a small patch of sun and were trying to dry out their gear. This was a talent most PCT hikers were learning to acquire: the second we see even a beam of sunlight, we have all of our gear strung from trees, trying to dry it out. Other times it was a gamble trying to decide the correct moment to stop.
Should I stop now, because the sunshine won't last? Or should I keep hiking a little longer, in hopes that it will get sunnier and I'll find a better spot to dry my stuff?
It was a constant battle, and an important one.
On this occasion, Sunshine decided to join TwoBadDogs to dry out his tent, and I decided to keep hiking.

When I got to the top of the climb, I was rewarded with breathtaking views of the valley below and - for the first time - a stunning row of mountains reaching far into the distance. I couldn't believe this was the view I had been missing for two days, for what a view it was! I was both speechless and thankful for sunlight today, for I was able to enjoy the scenery with new eyes.

When the climb flattened out, I stumbled into Rotisserie and Sansei in a meadow drying their gear. The others had apparently gone further ahead, but it seemed the perfect spot to dry my own gear out, so I joined them. While we basked in the sun waiting for our tents to dry, I tucked my hands behind my head and mused aloud,
"These mountains remind me so much of the Alps."
"I was wondering if that were true," Rotisserie smiled. "Were they as beautiful as this?"
"Yes," I agreed. "Though perhaps a little taller. And full of snow."
Shortly thereafter, Sunshine caught up with us and we wandered the meadow taking pictures and passing around bags of gummy bears and skittles.

As I was taking a photo of the panorama, a strange noise hit my ears and I frowned and turned back toward Sunshine.
"Do you hear that?"
"It sounds like..." he hesitated. "Rock slide?"
I frowned. "I don't think..."
The noise grew suddenly, roaringly louder and I whirled around, realizing what it was.
"Plane!"
The sound was deafening, and seconds later, we saw the black fighter jet roar up over the hilltop, speed directly over our heads, flip upside down, and disappear again behind the cliff, its engines reverberating in my eardrums.
I clapped my hands to my ears, shrieking with delight, and Sunshine had fallen to his knees, his arms outstretched to the sky as the plane rumbled overhead.
"YEEEEESSSSSSSSS!" he cried, his voice getting lost in the din.
We were laughing and jumping up and down in the aftermath, the sudden silence roaring in our ears.
"I can't believe that just happened!" Sunshine shrieked. "That was awesome!"
Still grinning, we packed up our dry gear and headed out. It was already 4:00 by that point and we still had eight miles to get to our camp for the night.

For eight miles we were slinking down a chain of switchbacks, down, down, down, toward the crystal blue Walput Lake that we could see from the top of the mountain. All around us soared the Cascade range, glowing in the fading sunlight and tipped with soft, white clouds. It was a beautiful sight. They seemed to wrap around us like blankets, keeping us safe as we slowly descended among them.

It was nearly dark by the time we reached Walput River. It was tent city again, for everyone had chosen the same spot to spend the night. We packed our tents in closely, eating dinner together and laughing as we crawled together in a tent cuddle puddle: Wocka, Giddyup, Sunshine, Rotisserie, Sansei, Vince, Treekiller, Katie, Lighthouse, Toots, Tears, TwoBadDogs and me.

Tonight everyone's highlight was sunshine. ("Both the burning star in the sky, and our good friend,"Giddyup teased.)